1. We used to be close, or at least, we used to be okay. But now I just can’t stop wondering what caused us to change. Is it because of me? My wrong decisions? Or I’m just being paranoid because of what happened? Well, whatever reason you have in your pocket, I hope that everything will go back to the way they used to be. I just really like you, and I hate feeling shitty every time I see you.
2. Thank you for always being there for me, for always having the patience to listen to my crap and for always being a good friend to someone like me. I can never thank you enough. Having you as a true friend is one of the greatest gift I’ve ever had.
3. Honestly? I really do hope that I can trust you, or that I can rely on you without worrying of what might happen. It upsets me that we’re going through this, but I just can’t do it right now. I just can’t be what you expect me to be. Especially not after all the things we’ve been through. And about us being friends again? I’m not so sure about it anymore.
4. I really wish I could take it all back. All the promises I gave, all the make-believes I made. I really wish I could take them back ‘cause maybe it’s the only way I can ease a bit of your pain. I know that I’m not the focus of your rage since she was the one who have wronged you. But I just can’t stop feeling guilty for being an “accessory to the crime”. I just hope that despite of everything, you won’t forget that you are worthy of the good things. You always have and you always will be.
5. If there’s one thing that I am most afraid of right now, well, that would be us getting exposed while we’re still waiting for the perfect moment. Or it can also be the things that might happen after getting caught. But no matter what happens, I just need us to be strong, to be sure of what we believed in, and to have faith in what we feel. So now all I can do is hope that everything will be okay.
Hey! If you need to blow off some steam, I suggest you should also send letters to random people like this ‘cause it could really help you lessen your baggage.